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Welcome to the home of The Prevention of Ascension
     I am finally in the process of telling my story. I want to tell my story to as many people as possible. If I said that this is going to be hard to believe, it would be an understatement. Prior to publishing the book, I sequestered myself within the confines of my apartment to protect myself from the attacks of a group of people I call the Nameless. I did this so that I could complete a story that describes most of the events concerning my relationship with the Nameless beginning more than ten years ago. This relationship would seemingly begin one morning as I was coming down from an introspective psychedelic session that was both horrifying and rewarding. It was on the morning that everything would begin to change. I would finally be given the insight I was in searching for, then later finding it to be more than I ever thought possible.
    Just days after my experience I noticed that there were people watching me. Some of these people were pleasant and shy while others were outright overt. Over the years they would continue to watch me from afar with little contact until I began to try and ascend to a higher state of consciousness through the use of white powdered gold (the goal of ancient and modern alchemists; the true mana that grants the user higher states of consciousness). Then the Nameless would begin to attack me with some kind of energy weapon, to actively integrate themselves into my life to control me, or to intrude into my home to put drugs into my food to affect my health and wellbeing.
    Why they have done this is still a mystery to me. I have no definite answers, but I believe that they are attempting to prevent me from ascending to a higher state of consciousness. To keep me here at my current state. To keep me from discovering what lies beyond our current state of consciousness. I have only been able to extend my consciousness just enough to get a glimpse of what they are attempting to hide from the rest of us. I feel that it is something that everyone should have the opportunity to experience, not just a privileged few. I have been defiant and continue to pursue my right to ascend regardless of their attacks.
    As I continue to use the white powdered gold and a device that restores beneficial life force, I am becoming aware that the Nameless have been part of my life for a very long time. As I recall my past I can see that they have been trying to become my friends and even attempting to pare me with a mate. I feel that I may be some kind of experiment that had unexpected results.
    I believe that the Nameless are a group of people that have been utilizing the abilities that white powdered gold can provide to exploit and control others to enrich themselves. Some of these abilities enable them to hear the thoughts of others, and at the time when my own use began to enable me to do so, they began their attacks.
    At first I thought I might be delusional, but I do not think I am going to be that lucky. I could end this and stop my attempts so ascend, but I cannot bring myself to do this. I feel that ascending to a higher state of consciousness is something that everyone should be able to do if they choose to. I fight for my right and the rights of others to ascend. My only weapon against them is information. I feel that it is necessary to tell my story so that I can find others that have had similar experiences. There seems to be more to this than I am able to understand at this time. I seem to have fallen into a battle between opposing forces. Like the battle between good and evil, there are benevolent forces that are helping me to oppose the malevolent nature of the Nameless. There is a completely different world waiting to be experienced. It is right in front of our eyes waiting for us to wake up and discover. It is a chance for us to evolve and discover our higher selves.
     This site serves as a point of access and a means for me to continue disseminating information through the book and my blog. Please use the buttons in the above menu to access the book at Amazon.com and also available on Smashwords.com. You can preview the first 14 pages of the book on Smashwords.com and a more limited preview on Amazon.com.
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